If I picked up my medicine today it would cost me $375
Thank goodness I have extra blood pressure medication and my dad takes the same medication as me that he never takes the full amount. I have enough Ambein until Friday so fingers crossed my card comes before Saturday night.
After not paying a car payment for a few months you would think I would have saved money.
Not so much. Now that I’ll have $180 taken out of my check a month for health insurance I need to get back on the money diet. With everything that’s going on with my dad I’m a bit scared about money with my parents. They are really smart with money and I know my dad’s company is absolutely AMAZING with him being sick but if he can’t go back to work then that won’t really matter. When he got sick a few years ago he was out for almost two years and they continued to give him raises and bonuses and his holiday hams. I know I need to stop spending money or really good deals and start putting that money in the bank. I also can’t live at home forever(honestly I’d like to. Not paying rent is awesome) and I need to get my life in check.
Those words came out of my mouth this morning as cvs called to say my insurance isn’t the same anymore and to bring in my new card. I don’t have my new card yet and even if I did I should have gotten one last refill under my dads insurance. I’m scared to see how much this is going to cost me. Also I have no clue if they are going to let me refill today or not but I guess a trip to cvs is needed after the gym.
A weekend of bad eating is making me feel wicked gross.
Yesterday after my sister and brother in law got home they bought me lunch and this morning my mom made a big not healthy breakfast for me. I feel so bloated and gross and so sluggish. I can’t wait for fruits and veggies and healthier stuff tomorrow.
I needed to get out of the house so I went to CVS and when I saw they had Essie Fiji I haddd to have it. A few weeks ago I asked what color I should get because I had a coupon and emmagrose suggested a few and they only had Bikini so tiny so I got it even thought it was a bit out of my comfort zone. I then saw the other day she posted about Fiji and knew I had to have it (pink tones for life). I love it and already know Sophia is going to want her nails done as soon as she sees mine.
There is so much pressure at work to sell one item I'm seriously afraid I'm going to lose my job.
I seriously can’t take it and my boss keeps giving me the worst hours when we have the least amount of traffic so it’s extra hard for me. I’m so stressed out about it even when I’m not at work. Fingers crossed my boss finally putting me on Saturdays help my chances of selling.
Patrick saw my dads car in the driveway as we drove past my street on the way to the gym and freaked out. We ended up at the gym parking lot having a tantrum so no gym. If my sister comes pick him up before it’s too late I’ll go but I have a feeling I wont go. I’m not a morning person and waking up before 4 was rough for me.
Patrick didn’t want my sister and brother in law to leave so he cried enough that Sophia upstairs heard him. We are all watching Chugginton or something along that lines. It’s going to be a long day but Patrick may just fall asleep after the gym. I hope Sophia is ok in school.
When I stopped to get my coffee before work the guy told me I looked like I had a rough night. I was looking forward to a good night’s sleep today but I have to sleep over my sisters because they have to leave @ 430 tomorrow morning to take my brother in law into Boston for a procedure. I’m hoping they are home by 1 so I won’t have to worry about nap time for Patrick and getting Soph off the bus.
My aunts and uncles came over for lunch and cake and I just want them to leave.
I didn’t get home until after 1:30 am and then went to dance with Sophia for 2 hours. I just want to take off my pants and watch t.v in bed. My friend is coming to get me at 5:30 so we can get to the restaurant before everyone else tonight so there wont be a wait.
A customer just yelled at me because when she came out of the dressing room I asked if there was anything she didn't want.
We don’t have an area for people to just throw stuff they don’t want so someone has to ask them as they are leaving the dressing room. She yelled at me that I was being rude for asking her that. I’m not trying to be rude just trying to do what my boss tells me to do. She also got mad at me when I told her I would open any packages if she wanted to see anything. I found packaging ripped apart in the dressing room when I went in. Now I have to mark it down even though the top had a part that opens and closes.
I just had the best workout since I started going to the gym.
I got there almost an hour earlier than I normally do and got on the treadmill for 45 minutes until my sister showed up so I let her use it. I then got on the bike for 60 minutes. I did all the weight machines twice and most of them I upped my weight from what I normally do. I left so excited to go home and cut up some apple and banana and use my new peanut butter only to find no apples or bananas. So I cut up some strawberries and plopped some of the peanut butter on the plate and tried dipping it and it was amazing!
The thought of going out as much as I am this weekend makes me want to cry.
Friday I think I’m going to my mom’s work to have lunch with her and they order out on Friday. Then Friday night I’m going into Boston and I don’t know if we are getting food or not since the show is at ten. Saturday my aunt is trying to get my aunts and cousins together to go out for lunch for my birthday. I already have plans to go out Saturday night (early because I have to open Sunday) with my friends at Patriots Place. I also have to take Sophia to dance from 10-noon and I kind of just want to go home and relax because I assume I’m going to be exhausted. Sunday my mom may be making my absolute favorite meal ever. She also isn’t thrilled I’m going out Saturday on my actual birthday with friends because then we won’t have cake ON my birthday (I don’t even want a cake). She said she’s going to make me pancakes Saturday for breakfast.
Those are my down fall when I’m pmsing. I will make a meal out of different apps but I’m going out Friday and Saturday so I will be good. Spinach, onions, mushrooms, and chicken will be my go to meal for the rest of the week with the size of a batch I’m making.
Patrick crying when I dropped him off at playcare broke my heart.
I hope his bff Bella shows up so I can get a workout in for at least 30 minutes. My legs are killing me after my workout I did in my room last night. I didn’t feel like I was doing much last night but today I can feel it.
Tries to put new dress over my head… won’t fit over my hips. Tried to step into it because zipper goes down so far… won’t fit over my hips.
I also tried on a dress from last summer and it is loose everywhere but my hips. I could barely get it on and off last summer.
I’ve decided dresses just aren’t for me. Hopefully some day I can find one that looks semi ok.
just a hi from a fellow 26 year old chick, living at home with her parents- italian step dad and momma. and watching my nephew during the day. tumblr suggested i follow you.. and apparently they were right! best, jenny
I just went through a bunch of your pages and stopped myself from liking everything and looking creepy! I’m excited a tumblr suggestion was actually spot on!
The fact James Taylor is only touring in MA on the 4th & 5th of July (when there is no way I can get off work) makes me so sad.
I keep hoping he’ll add something else even if it’s CT. I need to talk to my aunt and see if I can use the NH house while he’s in NH. It’s about a 3-3 1/2 hour drive so it’s not something I can just go see and come home that night. Also the thought of being 40 minutes away from my favorite place ever and not being able to stay there isn’t something I dig.
Saturday is my moms day to watch Sophia and Patrick and if I’m off I take Soph to dance for 2 hours. She just came in my room with my coffee and said, ” Happy one week until you’re 26 and have to pay your own health insurance! Are you still taking me to dance today?”. On Monday she asked if I was excited to turn 26 and when I said not really because I have to pay my own health insurance she thought it was funny.
Is there a word for a phobia of getting a hair cut?
I need to get a cut so bad. My curls are out of control. When I got done drying my hair the other day Patrick roared at me and yelled LION! I need to get it done before next weekends birthday festivities so I can actually wear it down for once and feel good about myself.
If I'm at a good jogging pace on the treadmill and you can tell I'm trying really hard to keep up don't ask me how much how much time I have left.
I’m not coordinated enough to take my head phones out and move my phone that I have blocking the time so I don’t constantly stare at it. Also stop standing behind my treadmill waiting for me there’s not enough room for me to get off and get stuff to wipe it down.